Monday, February 27, 2012

Busy. Busy. Annoyed. Love. Role-play.

Assalamualaikum people. Been buys lately :) Busy with assignments and all. And I'm so tired -.-
I've been busy and annoyed at the same time. Want to know why?

First, I hate it when someone talked to me in their ANNOYING VOICE and said "I'm so fat right now. I'm so ugly. At least you don't have a big butt." And I was like "seriously I'm uglier than you, obviously bigger and more fat than you are. Big butt? That's it? I'm big in everything that I have. If you hate it so much that you're fat, lose some weight. Telling me that you're fat doesn't make you any skinnier"
But of course I will never say that. I don't want to offend her but if she keeps telling me that, I'll say it out loud. Yes, I will.

Second, I hate it when someone have a better score than you, than she said "I'm stupid, right?" I feel like shouting exactly at her ears and say "so what am I?"

I was annoyed with these kind of people, to be exact, GIRLS. I don't know why are they acting like that? Low self-esteem? Really? It's not just me, but I know others are annoyed too. What were they thinking? That we will pity them and what? I can't understand.

Jodoh di tangan Allah. Kita manusia hanya mampu berdoa :)
Kalau bukan jodoh, saya terima seadanya. Kita berjumpa, berkawan, berkasih dan berpisah semuanya biarlah kerana Allah.

p/s: There's rehearsal for role-play tonight. Ughh! I hate role-plays, told you.

That's all for now. Updating, soon.

Wong Fu! xxoo

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Friday, February 24, 2012

Tuesdays With Morrie is a book you should read.

Assalamualaikum my love :3
I'm done watching Tuesdays With Morrie. Such a wonderful film to watch. You can search it on YouTube. You should watch it, it'll change your way of judging things, way of seeing things. I cried. Yes, I was crying most of the time while watching the film. You should buy the book too. Very touching, it touched my heart and my soul. You should read it. But if you're too lazy to read, you should watch the film. But of course the book is much better.

We should do what we want, while we can. Death can greet us any time, any moment. It's either when you're in class, whether you're in the bathroom or even sleeping. So never, never ever stop doing what you love. If you love dancing, go to dance classes, go dance. If you love writing, write anything you want. If you love singing, go sing your heart out. Even though you wouldn't make it to the big time but at least you do what you love.
Do you love what you're doing now? Really? Do you love your carrier now? Do you love your job? Yes, I know that people nowadays, they don't bother about loving our jobs or what we're doing. Because everyone is busy making money. Busy seeking for things that they think are important.
To be honest, I'm still confused. Confused about my life. I love writing, I want to be a writer. I realised that I wanted to be a writer when a friend of mine said to me "you know, you should be a writer" and yes I want to be a writer because it's what I love.
But yes, cultures forced me to think that I should be a teacher because then I'll be working under government and my dad said that it's a good thing. I know, I know. But I don't like to be a teacher. It's not that being a teacher is a bad thing, but I don't know.
A thought just came up in my mind, seconds ago. I can still be a writer, even if I'm working as a teacher. Maybe I can be just like Morrie Schwartz :)
He's really a great teacher, not just in class but also in life.

He gave me another point of view about forgiving. I don't like to forgive people. I'm more like a dementor. Do you know what a dementor is? You should read Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban.
Morrie taught me, not literally, he taught me that we should always forgive people. Because he had a friend, and he was so mad at his friend. His friend died, and he regretted for not forgiving him when he was alive.
But people are often filled with anger and revenge. It's not easy to forgive but yes, we should try.

I don't want to feel the way he felt.

I'm just 20 but it doesn't mean that I don't know anything about life. You don't know anything about me. But I will, I will tell you some fine day, if I know that I'm dying ;)

We should live our lives as if we're dying. Don't just start doing things because you know you're dying. But do it, so that you would have done what you want to do in life :)

Always love. Love is always above all. Love wins, love always wins.

That's it for now. Of course, I'll be updating my blog, soon.
Lots of love from me :3

Wong Fu! xxoo

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Class. Assignments. Love. New Blogger friend.

Assalamualaikum muslimin & muslimah :) Hi there loveliessss :D How are you?
I'm so tired. Reached home at 5pm :p Then I made sandwiches of planta & sugar. After that, I mopped my room and the living room, and also the kitchen ;) Damn I'm so tired.
I'm relaxing myself now, laying my head down, reading blogs :)

My name is DgKu Siti Nur Amira and I'm almost 20, soon on 22th of April. I'm currently taking Foundation in TESL in Unisel Bestari Jaya. I'm a Sabahan and my race is Brunei. Addme on Facebook :3
 Okay, that's enough :3

So, I haven't done any of my previous tasks. We've been asked to write about The Movie That Left a Deep Impression to Me. I wanted to do it last night but I just can't find any films. I'm more touched by books or songs. I was thinking about Harry Potter but I don't know. There isn't any films that touched my life. Just books. Have you ever read My Best Friend's Girl, by Dorothy Koomson? It's a book about love and friendship, and also about life. It touched me so much because there are similarities to my life. But yet, I have to write about a film, not a book.
So, today there's a new task. Ms Kala, my Speaking & Listening Skills lecturer, asked us to do two tasks. One for individual, one for group. Both tasks require us to talk in about 8 to 10 minutes.
For the individual task, I have decided to talk about love. You know how important is love to me. Love wins, love always wins.

A new good friend of mine, :) Go check out her blog. She's a friendly person. She actually read my entries :D You should check her blog and follow her too ;)

That's it for now. I'll update, soon.

Wong Fu! xxoo

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Searching and searching for blogs to follow :)

Assalamualaikum :) Hi, how are you? I'm a bit dizzy, overslept explains it all.
So, I spent my day today sleeping from 5 am until 3 pm :) I'm awesome and I know it :D
I'm currently searching for blogs to follow :) To find new blogger friends :) I found a few cute adorable blogs and I followed them ;) I hope they noticed :3
Just fell in love, AGAIN, with Blogger. I just don't know to whom should I share so I guess it's better for me to post it here. I don't care if no one read. As long as I'm happy! ;)

Oh! And I made a chatbox so that it's easier for me to follow back if they leave their links. But to be frank, I don't follow Healthiness or Beauty Blog or blogs that sell stuffs like cakes, health products and all. Because I'm not even buying those stuffs on-line :D I'm so sorry. But I will follow one day, if I'm in need of those things :)

Someone asked me why am I writing in English. I have a few friends and they asked me to write in English so they can understand. Of course I am not good in English, but I'm trying. I have this one good friend named Amber and she's from Canada. She's a wonderful person and I like her :)

Oh and that someone also asked me why I put "Wong Fu!" at the and of my post. Wong Fu is actually a production. I found them in YouTube. Wong Fu Production :) They made awesome short films and dramas. Go and search them in YouTube.

So that's all for now.
See ya!

Wong Fu! xxoo

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

What's important to me. Love, it's always LOVE.

Assalamualaikum :) Kom apa kombet, bet apa betmen :D HAHA I'm bored -.-
So, I was brainstorming to find a topic to write here.
My lecturer asked us which one is more important, LOVE or MONEY? Obviously, we need money but we need love too. Of course, with love we can't buy bread or stuffs. But how can someone live without love? It's like living without a reason. I don't know but for me, I need both ;)
And we were discussing about our society, how people judge, what's more important nowadays. We're discussing about Tuesdays With Morrie :) Morrie said that the new generation is focusing more on finding money, where status is important, where rich people live better life than poor people.
Well, as for me, I don't think that status is important. I love money, I need money but I don't know. I don't think money is everything.
Want to know why some rich people feel there's emptiness in their lives? It's because they forgot that God exist. People are too busy searching for what's important to them in life, but they forgot to thank God, to pray.
And to me, love is always above all. Always.
Here's something I want to tell you. I have a friend, I can't tell you her name. Let's just call her A. So, A has everything that anyone would love to have. She's rich because her parents make a lot of money, so she can buy anything she wants. But here's one thing, she never really feel the love from her dad. Her dad is always busy working. He's barely staying at home. She can only see him on weekends. And he did beat her if she's done something wrong. And she's not happy with that. I feel sorry for her.
I'm not rich, at least not yet. But I still got what I want. And yet, my dad loves me so much! And my dad never beat, not even pinch me or talk to me in loud voice. He's always so loving, so caring. I love to lay my head down on his lap.
But everyone thinks that A is better than me because she's more beautiful than me, she's richer, and quite intelligent.
I'm not rich, not even close to NICE-TO-SEE, and obviously I'm stupid. But I'm happy. I'm happy that I have such a loving parents, such a wonderful family. That's important to me. Happiness from love is far more important than what I get from money. I don't know about you but this is me, you can't judge me.
I'm glad to have a father like Ag Ku Ahmad. I would never want anybody else to be my father, just him. Just him.

Okay, I'm getting all touchy right now. Better stop writing.
I'll update soon.

Wong Fu! xxoo

Monday, February 20, 2012

It's Monday morning.

Assalamualaikum :) Hi lovely people. How are you today? Yes, the same intro almost everyday. Are you getting bored? I'll always ask how are you feeling, because I want to know :) And if you ever need someone to listen, please leave a comment or leave a message on Facebook.
I'm checking my Blogger twice a day. I'm checking my Facebook more than 200 times a day :D Yes, I'm always on Facebook, except if I'm in class. I'm active on Facebook after 7pm. Feel free to contact me ;)

I have two classes for today. My first class starts at 10.30 am and I haven't taken my bath now :p I'm soooooo sleepy and tired because I couldn't sleep last night. Only now that I feel like sleeping but damn I have to go to class -.-

Today is my Pa's birthday. I love him so much, more than anyone could ever think of. He was born on the 20th of February 1952. He loves my mama's cooking, everything :) He loves us so much and I know he'll do anything to see us happy. He never say NO to me, yes, NEVER. How awesome to have a dad like him. So loving, so caring. I can never live without him, seriously. I don't want to think about him going away because I'll be crying -.- Oh he called me just now ;) He asked me to go get ready for class ;) I love you bapa, always :')

That's it for now. Have to get ready :p
See you soon :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Kawan? Sahabat? A friend? True friend?

Assalamualaikum. Wahh cepatnyaa saya update -.- Bosan bah here in Unisel.
As you can see, the title :) FRIENDS.
How do you call someone a friend?
Just by knowing their names? Adding them on Facebook? Your classmates? Former schoolmates? The one you've known for years? The one who helped you?
I don't actually know the true meaning of friendship. But honestly, we only care about people who care about us. Am I right? I'm sorry if I'm wrong. But are you that nice? You care about someone who ignored you? Really? Is that so? In friendship, I don't think so. But in love, yes. We tend to care about THAT PERSON we love even though THAT PERSON doesn't really care. In friendship, we usually see "you hurt me, i hurt you back then it's over"
Even people only take advantages of being a friend to someone. Someone who has a car, or very rich, or a nerd and even a stupid person. Of course ;) We can go everywhere we want if one of our friends has a car, right? And if we need money, we can ask from our rich friends :) If our tasks or assignments are not done yet, our nerd friend will help us to do it. And a stupid friend will do anything for us because they're just simply stupid. REALLY? ARE YOU THAT KIND OF PERSON?

I have a friend who has a car, but yet I never ask her to send me anywhere I want to. I have a rich friend but wouldn't it be PATHETIC to ask someone their money? I have a nerd friend, but I don't want to burden her because she's my friend and DAMN IT'S MY OWN TASKS. Why would I ask someone to do it for me? I don't have any stupid friend because I don't call my friends stupid. Everyone is perfect in their own way.

The other day I posted a status saying that I'm so sad and feel like giving up. I cried at that moment. Then there's this one girl gave a comment. She asked me to smile and cheer up and everything will be fine. I smiled, and I'm thankful someone actually read and care about my status because people in Facebook only care about stupid status and all I get is LIKES. I'm glad there are still wonderful persons in Facebook ;)

Don't look down on people. Have a little faith in someone like me. My whole life has been a disaster. I'm never a TOP student, yeah because I'm stupid and lazy. But just give me a chance to actually help you in anything that I can. I'm trying to change my attitude. I want to be a better friend.

I can't give you money, but what can I give is courage, a shoulder to cry, and lots of fat to pinch on. I love all my friends, I do :')

Updating, soon.
Take care babes :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Two H, homesick and hungry.

Assalamualaikum. Hi there babes :) How are you today? I'm okay except for this bloody period pain -.-
I am terribly missing my home town, my parents and my bed at home :'( Arghhh! I cried last night, and the other night. Seriously I miss them sooooo much! I don't have enough money to book my flight so I guess I have to wait until May to go home :(
I'll definitely go back home twice a month in Ramadhan [ July-August 2012 ] which is the Fasting Month :) Yay! Ramadhan is always famous with its bazaar :) Yes, bazaar ramadhan! So many food, so much to buy, yet so little  money I have. Each time =.=' My favourites are cendol, abc, mee goreng mamak, kangkung sambal belacan, kuih lapis :) Oh how yummy! Nomnomnom.

When I was a kid, I love this one thing, I don't know the name. It's sort of a biscuit. I'll find this in May ;)

I'm so hungry right now. I'm waiting for my roommate, Amirah Atikah. Then we'll go to Pusat Pelajar to find something to eat :p

Okay that's all for now. Will be updating soon.

Wong Fu For Life! xxoo

Saturday, February 11, 2012

holidays. new term. holidays. role-play sucks.

Assalamualaikum :)
Hi there lovely people. Sooooo, have been missing for a month :p
My holidays started on 14 January 2012, ended on 29 January 2012. But I went back to Kota Kinabalu on 16th and went back to Unisel on 29th.
My new term, which is my second term started on 1 February 2012. But then, no class from 3 February until 8 February. So, I went back home on 2nd of February and got back here in Unisel on 8th of February. I'm awesomeeee :) I know :p
So, our lecturer told us that there will be a role-play, again, for this term. I fucking hate role-plays. Seriously, what does it has to do with education? I really need to know. Pfft!

That was the boring stuffs. Guess what? I found the Facebook profile of the guy that I wanted to meet, again. Okay, the story goes like this. On 15th of December 2010, my best friend Linda and I went to Pizza Hut for lunch. So there's this handsome guy sitting next to us. And damn he's so fucking delicious. I would eat if it were legal. So, I took a picture of him. And posted it in Facebook and named the album "I have the aching need to find this guy :p" So, one of my Facebook friends commented on the photo and said that the guy is his brother and gave me the link of that guy's Facebook profile. And bang! Just like that, I literally shouted. And I was shouting for almost 15 minutes. Literally. I almost cry, almost. I'm so happy that I was shouting and laughing at the same time. Yes, I found him. And I want to be his friend. Just a friend :) I hope he approve my friend request :) Aminn.

So that's all for now.
I am stillll craving for Chocolate Cream Chip & Mixed Bento.

Wong Fu For Life! xxoo