Assalamualaikum my love :3
I'm done watching Tuesdays With Morrie. Such a wonderful film to watch. You can search it on YouTube. You should watch it, it'll change your way of judging things, way of seeing things. I cried. Yes, I was crying most of the time while watching the film. You should buy the book too. Very touching, it touched my heart and my soul. You should read it. But if you're too lazy to read, you should watch the film. But of course the book is much better.
We should do what we want, while we can. Death can greet us any time, any moment. It's either when you're in class, whether you're in the bathroom or even sleeping. So never, never ever stop doing what you love. If you love dancing, go to dance classes, go dance. If you love writing, write anything you want. If you love singing, go sing your heart out. Even though you wouldn't make it to the big time but at least you do what you love.
Do you love what you're doing now? Really? Do you love your carrier now? Do you love your job? Yes, I know that people nowadays, they don't bother about loving our jobs or what we're doing. Because everyone is busy making money. Busy seeking for things that they think are important.
To be honest, I'm still confused. Confused about my life. I love writing, I want to be a writer. I realised that I wanted to be a writer when a friend of mine said to me "you know, you should be a writer" and yes I want to be a writer because it's what I love.
But yes, cultures forced me to think that I should be a teacher because then I'll be working under government and my dad said that it's a good thing. I know, I know. But I don't like to be a teacher. It's not that being a teacher is a bad thing, but I don't know.
A thought just came up in my mind, seconds ago. I can still be a writer, even if I'm working as a teacher. Maybe I can be just like Morrie Schwartz :)
He's really a great teacher, not just in class but also in life.
He gave me another point of view about forgiving. I don't like to forgive people. I'm more like a dementor. Do you know what a dementor is? You should read Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban.
Morrie taught me, not literally, he taught me that we should always forgive people. Because he had a friend, and he was so mad at his friend. His friend died, and he regretted for not forgiving him when he was alive.
But people are often filled with anger and revenge. It's not easy to forgive but yes, we should try.
I don't want to feel the way he felt.
I'm just 20 but it doesn't mean that I don't know anything about life. You don't know anything about me. But I will, I will tell you some fine day, if I know that I'm dying ;)
We should live our lives as if we're dying. Don't just start doing things because you know you're dying. But do it, so that you would have done what you want to do in life :)
Always love. Love is always above all. Love wins, love always wins.
That's it for now. Of course, I'll be updating my blog, soon.
Lots of love from me :3
Wong Fu! xxoo