Unisel 20 June 2010

salaam. hee. now aku dah rasmi jadi student Unisel :DD

hoho. kuar jugak airmata ketika bapaku and omak den poluk den. :')

hee. ermm. malam ni ada aktiviti :(

aku x suka orientation week nihh :'(

but it's okay :DD

jadual orientation week :'(

huhuh :')

nak rest jap :))

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

Nilai N9 was okay :)

salaam. hee. hari kedua di Nilai. boleh tahan. hee.

hoho. tadi aku went to Sogo. kitorang pergi makan2.

unfortunately, Lasagna Beef aku takde pulak hari ni :'(

hee. aku Sabahan, tapi terpaksa lah cakap semenanjung. kang cousins aku sepatah haram x dapat faham :DDD

mendaftar di Unisel 20 June. esok aku stay rumah. hee. aku rindu KK dah!

oh KK, ilysdfm! huhu. rindu family sana bhaa :')

nenek, ieka, dollah chantek, me and Qila :)

nenek, ieka, my sister; Kaeja, aku and Qila.

Beckham [ dak kocik ], my bro; Sudin [ paling tinggi ], aku, Iwan [ belakang aku ], Abg E-Some [ pakai spek hitam ], Sapik, and Ieka :)

me and my dad :')

okay. that's all for today. hee. chow :))

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

oh no! today! aku seram sejuk!

salaam. hee. aku masih belum mengantuk. 

seram sejuk mengapakah?? haha.

angkara malam karang [ today 17 June ] aku akan berangkat ke Kuala Lumpur [ flight 1915 ] .

oh no! haha. 

aku masih belum puas stay di Kota Kinabalu Sabah ni :')

hee. malam ni cousins stay rumah. hoho. besttt besttt besttt :DD

ngee~ aku masih belum habis baca Eclipse lagi. hee.

I miss you Shami :DDDD

I miss Anjelina too :))

Shasha, where are you? lama hilang :'(

okay. off to kitchen. hee. supper time :))

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

aku, Linda dan Shami :)

salaam. hee. picture di atas ni time aku hang out ngan Linda tadi :)

there's more. . . 

hee. picture ni jak lah Shami yg aku dapat post. yg laen blur bha sygs!

okay. hee. kena layan family now. hoho. :DD

tadi dah bagi my darling cd P.S. I LOVE YOU.

hee. and aku belikan my darling jacket and tee. hoho. habis duit aku rm117 :')

tapi tidak apa bhaa, untuk my sayangs jugak! :))

hee. Shami, teda kami dating bha malam2 ni. aku tidak minat dating2. GELI !

okay. barang2 dah packing. hee. esok flight 1915 :)

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

oh flight esok! hee. today jenjalan dulu :)

Salaam. hee. today aku plan nak jenjalan ngan Shami and Linda.

bukannya nak pergi mana2, 

just stay2 d cafe makan2 minum2.

hee. last moment ngan Shami sudah, 

oh tidak. sedihnya aku.

Shami, rajin2 contact aku ah? confirm rindu kau nanti. haha.

okay. aku chow dulu.

mood tidak okay :')

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

today was okay :)

salaam. hee. so, today was okay. aku bangun then tidur balik.

then aku jalan ngan parents, kami went to Inanam.

then kami pergi ke 1Borneo beli stuff yg aku ingin sangat sangat sangat beli. hee.

aku cari Autumn In My Heart tapi tidak jumpa. so tadi aku beli dvd favorite movie aku titled P.S. I LOVE YOU. hee. besttt movie ni :) siapa yg dah tengok mesti tahu. hoho.

oleh kerana yesterday aku tidak jenjalan ngan friends aku, so esok aku jenjalan.

first thing, aku akan beli tickets. I wanna see The Karate Kid and The A-team :)

after beli tickets, tengok movie, then jumpa Shami and Linda, then sambung tengok movie. hee. then balik rumah jumpa family yg datang dari Beaufort just nak hantar aku pergi KKIA. haha. somehow I think it's kinda funny :DD

aku bukannya nak pergi Mesir atau London, Selangor jak bhaa pun :DDDD

okay. gotta go.

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

baru sampai rumah. sorry Linda.

salaam. hee. baru sampai rumah ni.

penat penat penattt!

bed sheet saja yg aku sempat beli tadi. haha.

and benda2 alah utk muka aku. ermm.

aku tengok post d blog Shami tadi. huhu. sorry Linda, tak dapat lah den tolong ekau.

and den mintak maaf lah yo den solalu yo sakitkan hati ekau.

hee. tadi gayut sobontar ngan roomate abg aku [ abg Ajiq ]

aku bukan apa, tapi aku kurang gemar bergayut :DD

okay. gotta go. packing barang awal2 :)

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

I love Podolski :) short update

salaam. hee. erm. I love Messi and Podolski!

I love Argentina, Germany and Spain!

okay. erm. today tidak jadi jenjalan with my friends 'cause mood aku tidak okay [ as usual ]
ermm. tapi petang ni jalan kott. mahu beli barang yg masih incomplete.

bed sheet, blanket, pillows, and benda2 alah yg lain :))

okay. gotta go.

 shami, sorry okay nda jadi jalan ngan kau. hee. malas aku.

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

jenjalan habis-habisan before aku pergi Unisel :')

salaam. hee. hola! esok aku rasa macam mahu jenjalan ngan teman2. hee. tapi takut mood aku tidak okay :)

and aku harap sempat tengok Toy Story 3!

tapi 17 June aku akan berangkat ke Selangor, so ignore the mood lah kan? 

aku excited + sad pasal Unisel, sebab2nya

• tiada kenalan
• jauh sangat sangat sangat dari Sabah
• aku takut benda yg jadi ngan kawan2 aku, jadi kat aku!
• aku confirm rindu parents.
• aku harap line 3G di Kuala Selangor sangat2 lah okay. aminn~
• ntah dapat kah tidak tengok world cup. mana lah tahu busy memanjang :'(

ermm. tengok lah dulu jadi atau tidak jalan esok :DD

aku masih sedih Messi tidak score even one! huhu. actually banyak trial utk score tapi keeper Nigeria [ I don't know his name ] sangat2 lah hebat jaga goal!

oh Messi, I still love you!

okay. off to bed. malas layan world cup. masih kecewa!

I'm waiting for Germany and Spain!

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

:)

salaam. hee. currently chatting with c ainn and texting si Alia yg sleepy :)

and currently addicted to Bila Cinta by Gio, OST Lagenda Budak Setan.

huhu. aku masih belum ngantuk lahh. pagi2 nanti jam11 kononnya bertolak dari rumah menuju ke Beaufort. But before that, aku teringin singgah kejap di Wisma Merdeka. hee. mau update lenses aku. mau beli baru bahh :)

eishh. PTPTN! tolong lahh. kenapa nda dapat2 until now? huhu.

penat sudah aku click2 tidak jugak dapat bahh!

Anjelina darling, sa thought kau pissed off sma sa :(
bingung sa tengok status kau d FB bha darl. btw, if kau call sa pun tiada makna jua, suara sa tiada now. haha. akibat teriak2. so, just text me if kau ada free time esok. sa rindu kau sudah ni. hope kau okay di MSU. nanti pagi kau orientasi kan? naa. take care. I miss you damn bloody much. :(

hoho. okay. bubye now :)

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

Am I alone ?

salaam . hee . erm .

I'm okay . . maybe tidak . .

I don't really have many friends . just a few . believe it or not :)

 I don't know why . . what's fucking wrong with me ?

I love my friends . they just don't see it . I love them so much . I'll do anything I can for them . Why can't they see ? Oh yeap. Pity me, huh?

I'm definitely sad right now. And all I have now ... just my phone, my PC. Yeap. That's all I have now. I really wanted to text someone to share what I feel now, but all my friends were asleep. I guess, I just have to handle this alone, at this hour. Thank God I have a blog. So that I can release my tension. I actually don't understand what they need. I tried, hard, to be perfect for my friends and him. I guess I didn't try harder. All I need now is just a friend. To share. . .

Shami. Kau bestie aku kan. Kau tau aku camna. Aku shared almost everything with you. Walaupun kau sometimes annoying, but I love you the way you are. Aku tau kita BFF forever ever! I wish you read this. You know me, right? I'm not like this. This is so not me. I know. I've been hiding all my sorrow, in my heart and mind. Kau tau kn aku susah mau share ngan orang? But now it's different. I really wanted to cry out loud, but I just can't, couldn't. Shami, kau tau kan aku camna. Nangis, isn't my thing. Kau tau kan? But now, aku nda tahan sudahhh . Kau tiada sini. I need you now!

OMG Shami! kau call aku just now. Baru jak aku mau click PUBLISH POST then kau called. ee. Memang kau memahami! tu la aku sayang kau! Thanks. Aku tetap akan post jua ni :)

P/S: I LOVE YOU !

deactivate my facebook

long story .

I just wanna tell you I deactivate my FB . . for some reasons . .

I'm sorry . . I need some time alone !

where were YOU when I need YOU ! 

yeah YOU ! don't just sit there and read this .

TEXT ME ! CALL ME !

gosh ! can't YOU see ?? 

this is what I get for falling for YOU ?

yeap I bet now I know why you told me 'that' !

thanks . you appear online on FB , hours ago I wrote on your wall but no comment ?

I texted you but no reply ? that's just . . very . . . whatever .

I'll pray for you that you'll be happy with someone else . :)

I won't fall for any boys after this . . thanks :DD

P/S: I LOVE YOU ! [ not YOU , the other YOU ]

when I finally found it . . .

salaam . hee . title tu ? ermm . when I finally found love , ermm . . .aku rasa aku syok sendiri kot :))he seems . . ermm . . not serious with our relationship :) haha :DD but it's okay . . I'm fine .I need to be calm . .  btw . just now I saw something . .  " Don't ever be fooled by someone's sweetness . It's poisonous . "
hoho . Unisel Kuala Selangor 20 June 2010 . .I'm not ready . .hope dapat kawan besttt di Unisel . aminn ~ okay . . gotta go !
P/S: I LOVE YOU !

award from amy n aqyla :)

salaam . :)
thanks

aqyla

AmY

hee . award yg sesangat comell :))

hoho . aku masih tidak mengantuk !

uwaaa :'(

pagi2 nanti . . activities aku . . 

pergi MUIS beli tudung , then pergi Karamunsing beli selipar :))

then pergi CP KK urus astro [ finally , WORLD CUP ! ]

and lastly , shopping di 1borneo :DDDD

oooohhkay . nunyte sayangku :)

award from nanabee :D

 thanks

nanabee 

hee . kau buat pantunn . so I should make one tuhh :))

On PSP maen game rugby ,

On iPod dengar lagu SHINee ,

thanks to lalink nanabee ,

cause kau bagi I award niii :DD

next . award goes to . . .

mieyza

aqyla

amy

knowg

ANaSTaSyeA

thanks Hazz :)

1 . Buat entri berterima kasih atas award yg diberikan

- thanks Hazz . you're sooooo sweet :)

2 . Berikan kepada 4 rakan blog anda

- sesiapa yg rasa2 belum dapat this award , please . . it will be my pleasure utk korang ambik :)

3 . Ceritakan 7 perkara mengenai diri sendiri

- people called me ayenn , mira , ain , ken .

- I hate smokers .

- I hate yellow [ urgghh ! ]

- currently using SOX & Hotlink Youth Club

- I'm going to Unisel next month . . .

- I'm not that friendly [ people said " hey yen . kau nihh friendly laa ." ] nope . I'm not :))

4 . adakah anda rasa anda hot ? 

- nope . :DD

5 . bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza ?

- I think . . last month :)

6 . Lagu terakhir yg saya dengar

- That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber :))

7 . apa yg anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini

- smiling :) 

*sigh

8 . selain nama sendiri , anda dipanggil dengan nama apa ? 

- Tomok . nama kucing kt kampung . he died years ago . we're close . . so . . yupp :(

9 . tag 6 org

- I won't tag anyone . . huhu . next time okay .

I'm sure people won't do this tag if I asked 'em to :)) 

10 . 5 perkara tntg orang yg tag anda

- aku baru jer kenal .

- his name's Hazz .

- scary but fun !

- a good friend 

- suka api2 :DD

11 . perasaan anda ketika m'buat tag ini

- currently tired :)) so . ILY guys . thanks Hazz 

  

sis anish and bea . thanks :)

1. thank and link the person that gave the award. 

anis'

hee . thanks for this award :DD

Bea

thanks hunn . sorry late . hee .

2. pass this award to 15bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic!

anyone . take it . hee . :))

3. contact those bloggers and let them know about this. I'll do it later . . [ kinda busy ]
4. state 5 things about urselfI'm silly .I hate cockroaches .I hate spiders .I love Milo .Currently blur :DD 

5. speech by the winner:

hee . thanks again sis anish n Bea . ILY guys . huhu .