si abang balik KK ;)

assalamualaikum :) kom apa kombet, bet apa betmen xD
wah wahhh. rajin pula si DgKu Siti Nur Amirah ni update blog yer? apa kes? HAHA aku tiada life ba tu la update jak kerjaaa ;) *wink2

so what's hot for today? nothing except for the weather. living hell, i tell you xD what would life be without all the smileys? mesti serious gila ayat semua orang kan? contoh: "aku mau bunuh kau" memang la scary dibandingkan dengan "aku mau bunuh kau :D" HAHA obviously =="

i've done nothing much today ==" woke up, ate, watched tv, online. that's it. si RAF pula hari ni sibuk dengan family punya event d rumah dia; ada birthday Mama :) heee. Happy Birthday Mama :) semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :3 amiin.
sorry la can't make it there sebab kena suruh stay d rumah jak today =="

was feeling bored to death but thennnnn, my mum entered my room and said "si apis balik hari ni" waaaaaaa

so Apis will be arriving here in Kota Kinabalu, around 1 am ;) weeheee! walaupun kami jarang contact, tapi bila sudah jumpa memang bergilaaa la jawabnyaa xD
i kinda miss him. he's my only brother.

so that's it for now ;) gotta take a shower.
i smell like fcking shit right now =="


Anmyra Creativity! xxoo

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what i do when i can't sleep.

assalamualaikum and a very good morning to my fellow friends ;D
yeah i can't sleep right now. huaaaa. menguap sudah but mata tidak boleh tutup. RAF is sleeping so it's a waste of time & energy for me to call him just to wake him up and start fighting :p better do something else.

so what do i do when i can't sleep? apa lagi kalau bukan facebook-ing, tweet-ing and cari games yg hangat. and mostly memang aku layan game apa2 saja asalkan game tu ada zombie. HAHA. memang aku addict game ada zombie mungkin. tapi aku main game zombie budak2 punyaaa. bukan yg macam Resident Evil ka Silent Hill ka punya monsters, NO. main monsters kanak-kanak riang punya ;)

so game yg aku main tadi ni laa :)

now it's time to play another game. a cute game, for a cute person like me :3 HAHA perasannya -.-" *vomits
HAHA so yeah. continue to play this game ;)

i don't even know when will i go to bed -.-" i guess i'll sleep after playing this game. heeee :D


good morning and may you all live a happy life :)

Anmyra Creativity! xxoo

a day with a smile on my face :)

assalamualaikum ibu2 bapak2 kakak2 abang2 adik2 sekalian yg ada di sini :)
cewahh. mood agak okay pula pagi ni. heee. mungkin masih terbawa-bawa kegembiraan 24 & 25 December 2012. bangun pagi terus cek handphone, walaupun tiada text daripada si dia. so i text him first ;)
masih ingat lagi pagi kemarin bangun2 jak tengok muka si dia :) waaaaaaaaa rindunyaaaaaa! bangun pagi jak terus fikir mau beli makanan d mana. haha hebat kan :p serious happy aku kalau ingat moments dengan si dia and family dia :) dinner sama2, tidur sama2, breakfast sama2 :) rasa macam complete la senang cerita.

so hari ni bangun pagi jak, terus mamam cempedak goreng yg mama buat. weee sedap tapi makan dua tiga biji terus kenyang. sebab masih pagi, so engine perut aku belum panas :D
faham2 jak la aku ada masalah perut yg tidak boleh breakfast awal pagi -.-" menyedihkan. sebab tu la waktu lunch atau dinner aku makan berabis, one of the reasons why i am fat :p

so yeahh. mood aku rasanya memang okay hari ni. hope berkekalan sampai bila2 mood happy ni ;) sebab aku penat sudah menyedihkan diri. yg tahu pasal perasaan aku ni pun si Linda; my long lost bff yg sekarang study USIM. i miss her so bad. cepat laaa kau balik KK ba giaa. jalan2 kitaaa ;D

so pasni rasanya aku mau merajinkan diri update blog yg lama usang ni. heee. sebab dulu memang aku kaki blogging ;) banyak posts aku yg aku revert to draft sebab rasanya posts tu semua macam merepek lebih pasal CINTA yg tidak pasti :D

aku rindu pula bergelak ketawa dengan sacha & thiara tauuuu :( haiyaaa hope dapat hangout sama dorang New Year's Eve nanti :)

that's it for now. nanti aku update lagi ;)
wahh ala2 Dian dalam movie Istanbul Aku Datang la kononnya kan? puii *spits*

Anmyra Creativity! xxoo

penghujung 2012 :')

assalamualaikum cintaku semuanya :)
perghh. haha. "perghh" tu trademark baru tu ;) comel ka comel? please laa cakap comel sangat trademark aku tu :') elehh. annoyed la tu kan? ada aku kesah? HAHA.
i really wanted to modify this blog but the fact that i am too lazy, so the hell with that :p

so 2012 uhh?
21 Dec kononnya kiamat. 23, 24, 25 kononnya gelap. so apakahh?
the thing is, semua tu Allah yg tentukan. pandai2 jakkk mau cakap 21 Dec 2012 kiamat. tu laa percaya sangat la kamu. now it's a JOKE! HAHA. movie yg 2012 tu pun rated as comedy sudahhh. wahaha. comedy nda comedy, menangis juga giaa aku tengok movie tu. damn it :'D

so back to the topic. 2012? aku pun don't quite remember apa yg terjadi dalam hidup aku 2012 ni. yang pasti, 2012 ni paling best la rasanyaa selama aku hidup as teenager ni. HAHA teenager ka umur 20? ada aku kesahhh? :D so yeahh. 2012 ni la tahun aku merasa handphone Blackberry, iPhone 4s, Samsung s2, Galaxy Note 2. tukar handphone jak kerja aku kan? haha. aku in shaa Allah, setia dengan Note 2 untuk tahun ni. haha. aku nda boleh janji aku nda ganti handphone dalam masa 7 bulan. HAHA.

so let's make a list apa yg aku ingat dalam 2012 ni:

• si Ridhwan Fitri PLKN, and dapat result SPM dia tahun ni.
• aku study d Unisel.
• wedding abg Ciki with kak Aisah, which aku nda datang sebab aku ada class. damn.
• wedding cousin sebelah mama, si Awa and her husband Ijal. kami pegi Nilai & Melaka. wheww! naik Menara Taming Sari. nampak ba bandar Melaka tu woohoo!
• banyak movies yg aku tengok. Step Up 4 anddddd Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 2. stop saying that movie is gay. just stop :') sebab lagu A Thousand Years tu sangat melekat di hati, for now.

tu jak yg aku ingat. seriously aku nda ingat lagi anything else buat masa ni. HAHA otak blurry. but yang pastiiii, memang aku banyak mental breakdown and heartbroken la tahun ni and that make this year is an awesome year sebab banyak benda yg aku pelajari. perghh ayat skema siottt. but yes, memang banyak.
i've learnt that NOTHING LASTS FOREVER, NOTHING STAYS THAT WAY FOREVER. PEOPLE CHANGE. HEARTS CHANGE. FEELINGS CHANGE. EVERYTHING CHANGE.
i've learnt that promises are always meant to be broken. HEARTS are meant to be broken. FEELINGS are meant to be played with.
basically, 2012 is not a good year for my relationship. but thanks to 2012, i've grown stronger than before. no more lying down crying shits and stuff. HAHA. because bitch, i ain't got time fo dat!
i mean, i did cried, a lot. but you know, people cry. i am a human, i have feelings? HAHA.

kalau dada aku ni boleh belah and tunjuk hati aku ni, confirm kamu kesian tengok hati aku banyak luka2 yg sudah dijahit tapi jahitannya sangat rapuh and boleh terbuka any time. bahaya kan? aku sendiri pun takut. i'm scared to love. because everybody's gotta die someday :/
i don't even want to know what it's like to lose someone that i love. i can't bear to lose someone i love so much. especially my dad & mum.

this year, i've wasted so much tears on HIM. you know that good-looking guy, that crazy guy who has a cute cheeks and extremely adorable smile and such a lovely brown eyes that when you look straight into his eyes that you can fall deeply in love with him, knowing that he won't love you the way you love him? knowing that you've sacrificed so many things on him and not asking for him to repay you with stuffs or money, just love? that guy? oh yes. i've wasted so many. tears, energy, strength to hold on, strength to live.

but you know what? shits gonna change. because damn i have to be strong and i am strong ;)

so so so so so. mau cerita pasal yesterday and today :)
two of the most beautiful days i've had this year. hangout with RAF ( Ridhwan Anmyra Fitri) jalan d CP. woohoo! pastu malamnyaaa pula dinner with his family d rumah pengetua. weehee! and bermalam di situ. punya awesomely best :) sebab ketawaaa jak tengok gelagat mami, ayah, icah and RAF. HAPPY FAMILY.
kami semua tidur d ruang tamu. wahaha. aku and RAF tidur around 4 am tu. si RAF tidur2 ayam walaupun ada bunyi "motorboat" semalam. HAHA. dia tidur, aku kacau2 muka dia. cute ba dia tidur, macam mau cucuk2 guna pisau. HAHA geram sangat ba.
mami lagi tidur dengan si patung kesayangan. haha besar ba teddy tu daripada mami xD
ayah pun tidur2 ayam. takut ba tu sebab banyak kes kecurian area situ.
icah lagi cuteeee time tidur. muka serious pun tatap comel :3

aku? nahh asal ada bunyi, aku kasi gerak si RAF; "bang bang, apa tu?" haha ulang2 jak ayat tu sepanjang nda tidur. takut ba giaaaa. macam2 sia dengar. malas la mau kasitau :p haha biarlah rahsiaaaa.

wah macam panjang pula post ni kan? nampak sangat lama memendam perasaan xD
so that's it for now ;)
bubye and Happy New Year :) semoga 2013 menjadi tahun yg baik untuk kita semua. semoga rezeki semua bertambah, umur panjang. amiin :)

p/s: memang bulan December 2012 memang aku suka. bilaaa la dapat bermalam lagi satu family macam semalam :') seriously best :)

Anmyra Creativity! xxoo

sakit & mimpi :)

Assalamualaikum :)
Haa kenapa tajuk tu SAKIT? HAHA. Tiada sesiapa pun yg sakit. Cuma my mama terseliuh kaki, bengkak. Mama jatuh last Wednesday :) But tiada apa yg perlu dirisaukan, semuanya okay :D
So last Friday, kami ( me, bapa, mama, nenek bini & pacik awang ) balik kampung walaupun keadaan kaki mama sebegitu rupa. Semalam baru la balik Likas :)

Hehe. So tadi calling dengan RF, tiba2 mami pula yg mau cakap dengan aku :) Waa haha nervous ni sebab takut la apaa yg mami mau cakap. Ohh rupanya mami bawa aku join dorang tengok movie malam Khamis ni :) HAHA suspense yerr masa tu :D So aku pun setuju la :) Hehe. Menambah kasih sayang yg sedia ada ;) Thank you mami sebab ajak ain sekali :) Hehe. Mami nda lupa ain, I like :) HAHA. Bestnyaaa mami & ayah si RF, sgt supporting.

Haha. So pasal mimpi aku semalam. Rasanya pukul 4 lebih la aku terjaga daripada tidur. Sebab aku mimpi. Haha. So mimpi ni aku jalan2 dgn RF, former classmate aku d SRK St Agnes dulu ( A bukan nama sebenar ), kawan RF ( aku ndatau nama dia ), a few unknown people and "her". HAHA biarlah "her" tu menjadi rahsia.
So ceritanya kami semua jalan2, and then entah how was she there time kami jalan2. So "her" tegur la kami semua :) Muka RF macam lain la, takut aku nda okay. But aku okay sebab "her" bukan enemy aku pun :) She's just someone yg pernah hadir dalam hidup RF jak. So "her" macam masih berharap yg RF mau dgn dia, sedangkan dia tau RF still with me. Dorang cakap2 la, then "her" went away, I don't know where. So aku tanya RF is he okay, he said he's okay. Then aku nampak RF texting, so aku terus minta RF tunjuk dia texting siapa. Oh rupanya texting "her". Aku masih ingat sikit la daripada texts dorang tu.

Her: I miss you. I really do miss you.
RF: Aku harap kau faham.
Her: I love you so much.
RF: Aku minta maaf.

Tu jak la yg aku ingat. Haha. Pastu mood aku nda okay. So si A datang la kasi tenang aku, dia cakap "Hey, si RF betul2 sayang kau tu. Just ignore "her" okay? Aku tau RF sayang kau. Kau jangan risau k?" Aku hanya mampu tersenyum time tu. Pastu aku jalan keluar kedai, mau melintas jalan. Pastu ada kereta, BOOM! Aku terbangun. That's it. HAHA :D

 Aku pun pelik juga dengan mimpi ni, sgt tidak logic. Sebab orang2 yg ada dalam mimpi tu semua yg aku nda rapat -.- Apa yg aku harap sgt part "her" and RF tu biarlah tidak berlaku. Haha. I cannot take any of that anymore :) Hati aku ni kalau boleh belah, rasanya memang banyak luka2 yg masih berdarah :) Banyak kali sudah aku tampal. Aku harap luka tu pandai la baik sendiri yerr :)

So, rasanya that's all for now. Aku mengalami period pain bha ni, so kalau aku berdiri lama2 aku akan pening -.- Sadis sungguh. Haihh ndapa la, sabar saja la :)
That's it for now. Have a nice day kepada yg membaca post ni :) I love you la kalau gitu :D Hehe bubye :3



Anmyra Creativity! xxoo

birthday mama ke 63 :)

Assalamualaikum :)
Holaaaa. Hari ni birthday my mama yg ke 63 :) Wahhh macammm agak berumur sudah mama tapi masih steady bha mama saya ;D
Selalunyaa kami kalau birthday, memang akan keluar makan satu family :) Sama ada makan d Promenade atau Secret Recipe. Memang tu la dua tempat kami akan pegi ;)
So hari ni kami akan makan d Secret Recipe :) Saya & mama puasa hari ni. HAHA puasa enam saya ada baki dua hari lagi. Mama lama sudah habis puasa enam, mama temankan saya puasa :) Weeee~

Mama saya mama yg paling the best bagi saya :) Walaupun selalu bising2 tapi saya tau mama bising sebab sayang saya :) Hee iloveyou always mama :D
Kan best kalau mama baca ni :) HAHA ndapa la, at least dapat type sini pun cukup laaa :)

Tahun ni ada pula cake -.- Sebab selalunya memang kami nda beli cake sebab kurang gemar but memandangkan aku puasa hari ni sooo aku rasa aku boleh habiskan cake tu. Aminn. HAHA.

So, doa aku untuk mama semoga Allah panjangkan umur mama & murahkan rezeki kami satu family. Aminn :)

So sekarang ni aku mau iron tudung la ;) Cakap pasal tudung, aku mau sangat beli tudung Sakura ka tu namanya. Cantikkkkk sangat :) Nanti la esok lusa. Hee ;D
Bye, take care & assalamualaikum :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Ridhwan Fitri permainkan perasaan orang lagi?

Assalamualaikum :)
Hola how are you?
So raya masih raya, raya kan sebulan :)
Susah berbulan-bulan blog aku ni tiada penghuni sebab tiada new post. Haa ni post baru la ni :) Baru ada mood mau post di blog ni sebabbbb entah la, malas kott. Heeee :D

So apa yg sudah terjadi selamaa hampir tiga bulan aku nda post sini? Makaa speaking sabah saja la aku dalam post kali ni, malas derr mau speaking London :p HAHA.
Aku & Ridhwan masih lagi together, on/off. Sebab dia sangat annoying, flirt with other girls. Entah nda pandai insaf manusia tu. Tapi dia sudah janji yg dia akan berubah sooo I'm waiting. Heeee.
Banyak laa kami gaduh, gaaaduh jak kerja kami. Putus di siang hari, malamnya sambung balik. The heck -.-"
Setia bha saya sama dia cuma dia tu saja yg rajin kacau perempuan lain, sweet2 la sama mereka -.-
Walaupun dia buat gitu saya sakit hati, saya nda akan juga balas dendam sebab saya tidak mahu sama dengan perangai dia :)
Baru2 ni, ada lagi mangsa baru dia. Aduii kesian bha girl tu perasaannya dipermainkan. This is not the first time Ridhwan Fitri mainkan perasaan girls. Haihhh bukan mau mengaibkan, cumaa mau meluahkan sajaaaa.
Jiwa aku ni turut hancur sebab perasaan aku pun dipermainkan juga. Kesian aku sama girls yg diperlakukan sebegitu rupa. Ridhwan sweet2, pastu bukan jua dia sayang pun perempuan tu -.- Ish! Dia ingat hati ni utk main2 ka? Adeii.
Malas la fikir pasal ni sebab aku masih dalam proses menghilangkan rasa bersalah. Rasa bersalah sebab Ridhwan buat perempuan lain gitu, ditipu hidup2. Sampai hati dia kan? Hmm benda sudah berlalu, aku hanya mampu memaafkan.
Aku akan make sure benda ni tidak akan terjadi utk kali ketiga. Kalau it happen again, memang aku malas mau ambil tahu. Dia mau couple ka, mau apa kaa sama perempuan lain, dia buat la apa dia suka. Penat derr aku mau face perempuan2 yg suka Ridhwan lagi. Cukup penat & bosan sudah. PENAT. SAKIT JIWA. Aku gagal membentuk dia utk jadi lelaki yg baik. Cewahhh aku pulaa yg bentuk dia? Sepatutnya dia yg bentuk aku -.- HAHA terbalik sudahhh.

Yg penting sekarang, aku fikir future aku :) Haa tu lagi penting kan ;3
Walaupun aku sedari utk kali kedua, TESL bukanlah bidang aku. So aku belum sure apa yg aku mau dalam hidup ni. Haihhh teda life sungguh aku ni -.- Wasting timeeeee saja! Ahh nanti la fikir tu :)

So sekarang ni aku mau sambung lepak di facebook, LIKE status orang. HAHA kerja sambilan aku memang KAKI LIKE ;)

So selamat beraya la kepada sesiapa yg membaca ni. Kalau pegi open house tu, makan biarlah control sikit. Sebab nanti sakit perut. Haha.

Salam Aidilfitri :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Sunway Pyramid :)

Assalamualaikum, smile :) Haa I like your smile :)
Sunway Pyramid? Yes, me and my friends went to Sunway Pyramid because they wanted to ice-skate -.-" HAHA :D I watched them, I don't want to ice-skating because I was afraid that I will fall. Don't want to embarrass myself because banyak manusia :p HAHA. So yeah ;)

How to go to Sunway Pyramid from Unisel Bestari Jaya?
First of all, you can take a bus to go to KTM SG.Buloh (rm5 )or a taxi (rm50) :)
From KTM Sg.Buloh, go to KL Sentral (rm2.10). Then buy ticket to Subang Jaya (rm1.60) after that you can go to Sunway Pyramid by bus (rm1) or taxi (rm9) :D
Harga2 di atas tu untuk satu orang :) So pandai2 la kira kalau ramai2 :D

Senang kan? Tapi memenatkan kalau dalam KTM tiada seats -.- Perghh jauh tu.
Saya sarankan kalau setakat boring2 d Unisel, setakat mau tengok movie atau jalan2, pegi Kuala Selangor la, naik kereta sewa. Atau pegi Midvalley, one way sahaja naik KTM.
Kalau pegi Times Square ka, KLCC ka, mau tukar train lagi kan? So kalau saja2 mau keluar, pegi la Kuala Selangor ada jugak cinema tapi price ticket agak mahal la daripada GSC. HAHA :D Kuala Selangor boleh main bowling jugak :) Ada TESCO, Secret Recipe, McD, haaa banyak la :D

Kalau rasa2 rajin mau jalan jauh, bangun awal supaya boleh balik awal :) Almaklumlah Unisel ni di hujung dunia -.-"

Okay la that's it for now :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Hangout with Shasha & Gegel. Met Kamal Adli & Farish at Suria Sabah :)

Assalamualaikum :)
So 15 May 2012, first time la jumpa si Shasha & Gegel, officially. HAHA. Selama ni chat di facebook & twitter jak. So ada kesempatan jumpa siang tadi :)
First impression untuk Shasha: Sangat cantik, ala-ala arabian gitu muka dia. Suka I tengok okayy. Mula-mula ada awkward sikit but thank God Shasha ni suka ketawa so awkwardness tu hilang :) Suka dengar dia ketawa, happening kereta tadi :D Shasha sangat real, nda fake. Tu yg I suka sebab kebanyakan orang cantik ni FAKE but Shasha real okayy! :D I like her.
And then tunggu si Gegel d bus stop dekat I DON'T KNOW WHERE but somewhere near tu Esso All Saints tu -.-"
First impression untuk Gegel: Gorgeous bhaa dia :) Suka ketawa jugaa macam si Shasha. Nama pun kembar sehati sejiwa, memang gitu :D Friendly si Gegel ni. Best ni sama dia :) Sama macam Shasha, Gegel pun sangat real. Nda fake :3 I loikeee!

So first kami pegi Karamunsing, jalan-jalan buang boredom survey baju la, handbag la, kasut la, handphone la. Si Shasha confused mau beli Blackberry atau Galaxy Ace -.-"

And then kami pegi Suria, mau makan :D Kami makan d KFC :) Pastu ambil gambar sikit. HAHA. And then, I nampak la Kamal Adli. HAHA RIBUTTTTT bha kami nda puas hati so kami keluar KFC mau make sure tu Kamal Adli atau bukan. Yes! Ternyata itulahhh Kamal Adli, ada juga si Farish Aziz. Wahh promosi movie baru Gerimis Mengundang :)
Kami sempat juga bergambar bersama mereka :3

InsyaAllah ada rezeki, jalan lagi sama ini dua orang gadis cantik ;3

So that's it for now :)
Malas guna bahasa skema dalam entry saya kali ini :D HAHA good day everyone :3

Wong Fu! xxoo

No idea. Masjid India :)

Assalamualaikum people!
Hi how are you? Oh my it's been such a long time for me since I last posted anything here -.-
I miss my blog, and I miss my Blogger friends. Going to do a bit of blogwalking tonight ;) Woohoo!
I'm bored so maybe some thrilling or sad entries will probably catch my attention ;D

So, nothing special happened in my life recently. Just a bit of frustration :p
I just reached hostel for almost an hour. I went to meet my parents in KL on Friday ;)
Bought new shawls and got myself this (photo below)

Just rm5 for one hand (area Mydin Masjid India) and it's so pretty :)

That's all for now. Take care ;)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Busy. Busy. Annoyed. Love. Role-play.

Assalamualaikum people. Been buys lately :) Busy with assignments and all. And I'm so tired -.-
I've been busy and annoyed at the same time. Want to know why?

First, I hate it when someone talked to me in their ANNOYING VOICE and said "I'm so fat right now. I'm so ugly. At least you don't have a big butt." And I was like "seriously I'm uglier than you, obviously bigger and more fat than you are. Big butt? That's it? I'm big in everything that I have. If you hate it so much that you're fat, lose some weight. Telling me that you're fat doesn't make you any skinnier"
But of course I will never say that. I don't want to offend her but if she keeps telling me that, I'll say it out loud. Yes, I will.

Second, I hate it when someone have a better score than you, than she said "I'm stupid, right?" I feel like shouting exactly at her ears and say "so what am I?"

I was annoyed with these kind of people, to be exact, GIRLS. I don't know why are they acting like that? Low self-esteem? Really? It's not just me, but I know others are annoyed too. What were they thinking? That we will pity them and what? I can't understand.


Jodoh di tangan Allah. Kita manusia hanya mampu berdoa :)
Kalau bukan jodoh, saya terima seadanya. Kita berjumpa, berkawan, berkasih dan berpisah semuanya biarlah kerana Allah.

p/s: There's rehearsal for role-play tonight. Ughh! I hate role-plays, told you.

That's all for now. Updating, soon.


Wong Fu! xxoo

contest tag :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Cik Sirap tag saya :)

Saya tag Cik Aishah :)

Tuesdays With Morrie is a book you should read.

Assalamualaikum my love :3
I'm done watching Tuesdays With Morrie. Such a wonderful film to watch. You can search it on YouTube. You should watch it, it'll change your way of judging things, way of seeing things. I cried. Yes, I was crying most of the time while watching the film. You should buy the book too. Very touching, it touched my heart and my soul. You should read it. But if you're too lazy to read, you should watch the film. But of course the book is much better.

We should do what we want, while we can. Death can greet us any time, any moment. It's either when you're in class, whether you're in the bathroom or even sleeping. So never, never ever stop doing what you love. If you love dancing, go to dance classes, go dance. If you love writing, write anything you want. If you love singing, go sing your heart out. Even though you wouldn't make it to the big time but at least you do what you love.
Do you love what you're doing now? Really? Do you love your carrier now? Do you love your job? Yes, I know that people nowadays, they don't bother about loving our jobs or what we're doing. Because everyone is busy making money. Busy seeking for things that they think are important.
To be honest, I'm still confused. Confused about my life. I love writing, I want to be a writer. I realised that I wanted to be a writer when a friend of mine said to me "you know, you should be a writer" and yes I want to be a writer because it's what I love.
But yes, cultures forced me to think that I should be a teacher because then I'll be working under government and my dad said that it's a good thing. I know, I know. But I don't like to be a teacher. It's not that being a teacher is a bad thing, but I don't know.
A thought just came up in my mind, seconds ago. I can still be a writer, even if I'm working as a teacher. Maybe I can be just like Morrie Schwartz :)
He's really a great teacher, not just in class but also in life.

He gave me another point of view about forgiving. I don't like to forgive people. I'm more like a dementor. Do you know what a dementor is? You should read Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban.
Morrie taught me, not literally, he taught me that we should always forgive people. Because he had a friend, and he was so mad at his friend. His friend died, and he regretted for not forgiving him when he was alive.
But people are often filled with anger and revenge. It's not easy to forgive but yes, we should try.

I don't want to feel the way he felt.

I'm just 20 but it doesn't mean that I don't know anything about life. You don't know anything about me. But I will, I will tell you some fine day, if I know that I'm dying ;)

We should live our lives as if we're dying. Don't just start doing things because you know you're dying. But do it, so that you would have done what you want to do in life :)

Always love. Love is always above all. Love wins, love always wins.


That's it for now. Of course, I'll be updating my blog, soon.
Lots of love from me :3

Wong Fu! xxoo

Class. Assignments. Love. New Blogger friend.

Assalamualaikum muslimin & muslimah :) Hi there loveliessss :D How are you?
I'm so tired. Reached home at 5pm :p Then I made sandwiches of planta & sugar. After that, I mopped my room and the living room, and also the kitchen ;) Damn I'm so tired.
I'm relaxing myself now, laying my head down, reading blogs :)

My name is DgKu Siti Nur Amira and I'm almost 20, soon on 22th of April. I'm currently taking Foundation in TESL in Unisel Bestari Jaya. I'm a Sabahan and my race is Brunei. Addme on Facebook :3
 Okay, that's enough :3

So, I haven't done any of my previous tasks. We've been asked to write about The Movie That Left a Deep Impression to Me. I wanted to do it last night but I just can't find any films. I'm more touched by books or songs. I was thinking about Harry Potter but I don't know. There isn't any films that touched my life. Just books. Have you ever read My Best Friend's Girl, by Dorothy Koomson? It's a book about love and friendship, and also about life. It touched me so much because there are similarities to my life. But yet, I have to write about a film, not a book.
So, today there's a new task. Ms Kala, my Speaking & Listening Skills lecturer, asked us to do two tasks. One for individual, one for group. Both tasks require us to talk in about 8 to 10 minutes.
For the individual task, I have decided to talk about love. You know how important is love to me. Love wins, love always wins.

A new good friend of mine, http://cheksitiaishahsaad.blogspot.com/ :) Go check out her blog. She's a friendly person. She actually read my entries :D You should check her blog and follow her too ;)

That's it for now. I'll update, soon.

Wong Fu! xxoo

Searching and searching for blogs to follow :)

Assalamualaikum :) Hi, how are you? I'm a bit dizzy, overslept explains it all.
So, I spent my day today sleeping from 5 am until 3 pm :) I'm awesome and I know it :D
I'm currently searching for blogs to follow :) To find new blogger friends :) I found a few cute adorable blogs and I followed them ;) I hope they noticed :3
PLEASE SUGGEST BLOGS THAT I SHOULD FOLLOW :)
Just fell in love, AGAIN, with Blogger. I just don't know to whom should I share so I guess it's better for me to post it here. I don't care if no one read. As long as I'm happy! ;)

Oh! And I made a chatbox so that it's easier for me to follow back if they leave their links. But to be frank, I don't follow Healthiness or Beauty Blog or blogs that sell stuffs like cakes, health products and all. Because I'm not even buying those stuffs on-line :D I'm so sorry. But I will follow one day, if I'm in need of those things :)

Someone asked me why am I writing in English. I have a few friends and they asked me to write in English so they can understand. Of course I am not good in English, but I'm trying. I have this one good friend named Amber and she's from Canada. She's a wonderful person and I like her :)

Oh and that someone also asked me why I put "Wong Fu!" at the and of my post. Wong Fu is actually a production. I found them in YouTube. Wong Fu Production :) They made awesome short films and dramas. Go and search them in YouTube.

So that's all for now.
See ya!

Wong Fu! xxoo

What's important to me. Love, it's always LOVE.

Assalamualaikum :) Kom apa kombet, bet apa betmen :D HAHA I'm bored -.-
So, I was brainstorming to find a topic to write here.
My lecturer asked us which one is more important, LOVE or MONEY? Obviously, we need money but we need love too. Of course, with love we can't buy bread or stuffs. But how can someone live without love? It's like living without a reason. I don't know but for me, I need both ;)
And we were discussing about our society, how people judge, what's more important nowadays. We're discussing about Tuesdays With Morrie :) Morrie said that the new generation is focusing more on finding money, where status is important, where rich people live better life than poor people.
Well, as for me, I don't think that status is important. I love money, I need money but I don't know. I don't think money is everything.
Want to know why some rich people feel there's emptiness in their lives? It's because they forgot that God exist. People are too busy searching for what's important to them in life, but they forgot to thank God, to pray.
And to me, love is always above all. Always.
Here's something I want to tell you. I have a friend, I can't tell you her name. Let's just call her A. So, A has everything that anyone would love to have. She's rich because her parents make a lot of money, so she can buy anything she wants. But here's one thing, she never really feel the love from her dad. Her dad is always busy working. He's barely staying at home. She can only see him on weekends. And he did beat her if she's done something wrong. And she's not happy with that. I feel sorry for her.
I'm not rich, at least not yet. But I still got what I want. And yet, my dad loves me so much! And my dad never beat, not even pinch me or talk to me in loud voice. He's always so loving, so caring. I love to lay my head down on his lap.
But everyone thinks that A is better than me because she's more beautiful than me, she's richer, and quite intelligent.
I'm not rich, not even close to NICE-TO-SEE, and obviously I'm stupid. But I'm happy. I'm happy that I have such a loving parents, such a wonderful family. That's important to me. Happiness from love is far more important than what I get from money. I don't know about you but this is me, you can't judge me.
I'm glad to have a father like Ag Ku Ahmad. I would never want anybody else to be my father, just him. Just him.

Okay, I'm getting all touchy right now. Better stop writing.
I'll update soon.

Wong Fu! xxoo

It's Monday morning.

Assalamualaikum :) Hi lovely people. How are you today? Yes, the same intro almost everyday. Are you getting bored? I'll always ask how are you feeling, because I want to know :) And if you ever need someone to listen, please leave a comment or leave a message on Facebook.

I'm checking my Blogger twice a day. I'm checking my Facebook more than 200 times a day :D Yes, I'm always on Facebook, except if I'm in class. I'm active on Facebook after 7pm. Feel free to contact me ;)

I have two classes for today. My first class starts at 10.30 am and I haven't taken my bath now :p I'm soooooo sleepy and tired because I couldn't sleep last night. Only now that I feel like sleeping but damn I have to go to class -.-

Today is my Pa's birthday. I love him so much, more than anyone could ever think of. He was born on the 20th of February 1952. He loves my mama's cooking, everything :) He loves us so much and I know he'll do anything to see us happy. He never say NO to me, yes, NEVER. How awesome to have a dad like him. So loving, so caring. I can never live without him, seriously. I don't want to think about him going away because I'll be crying -.- Oh he called me just now ;) He asked me to go get ready for class ;) I love you bapa, always :')

That's it for now. Have to get ready :p

See you soon :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Kawan? Sahabat? A friend? True friend?

Assalamualaikum. Wahh cepatnyaa saya update -.- Bosan bah here in Unisel.
As you can see, the title :) FRIENDS.
How do you call someone a friend?
Just by knowing their names? Adding them on Facebook? Your classmates? Former schoolmates? The one you've known for years? The one who helped you?
I don't actually know the true meaning of friendship. But honestly, we only care about people who care about us. Am I right? I'm sorry if I'm wrong. But are you that nice? You care about someone who ignored you? Really? Is that so? In friendship, I don't think so. But in love, yes. We tend to care about THAT PERSON we love even though THAT PERSON doesn't really care. In friendship, we usually see "you hurt me, i hurt you back then it's over"
Even people only take advantages of being a friend to someone. Someone who has a car, or very rich, or a nerd and even a stupid person. Of course ;) We can go everywhere we want if one of our friends has a car, right? And if we need money, we can ask from our rich friends :) If our tasks or assignments are not done yet, our nerd friend will help us to do it. And a stupid friend will do anything for us because they're just simply stupid. REALLY? ARE YOU THAT KIND OF PERSON?

I have a friend who has a car, but yet I never ask her to send me anywhere I want to. I have a rich friend but wouldn't it be PATHETIC to ask someone their money? I have a nerd friend, but I don't want to burden her because she's my friend and DAMN IT'S MY OWN TASKS. Why would I ask someone to do it for me? I don't have any stupid friend because I don't call my friends stupid. Everyone is perfect in their own way.

The other day I posted a status saying that I'm so sad and feel like giving up. I cried at that moment. Then there's this one girl gave a comment. She asked me to smile and cheer up and everything will be fine. I smiled, and I'm thankful someone actually read and care about my status because people in Facebook only care about stupid status and all I get is LIKES. I'm glad there are still wonderful persons in Facebook ;)

Don't look down on people. Have a little faith in someone like me. My whole life has been a disaster. I'm never a TOP student, yeah because I'm stupid and lazy. But just give me a chance to actually help you in anything that I can. I'm trying to change my attitude. I want to be a better friend.

I can't give you money, but what can I give is courage, a shoulder to cry, and lots of fat to pinch on. I love all my friends, I do :')

Updating, soon.
Take care babes :)

Wong Fu! xxoo

Two H, homesick and hungry.

Assalamualaikum. Hi there babes :) How are you today? I'm okay except for this bloody period pain -.-
I am terribly missing my home town, my parents and my bed at home :'( Arghhh! I cried last night, and the other night. Seriously I miss them sooooo much! I don't have enough money to book my flight so I guess I have to wait until May to go home :(
I'll definitely go back home twice a month in Ramadhan [ July-August 2012 ] which is the Fasting Month :) Yay! Ramadhan is always famous with its bazaar :) Yes, bazaar ramadhan! So many food, so much to buy, yet so little  money I have. Each time =.=' My favourites are cendol, abc, mee goreng mamak, kangkung sambal belacan, kuih lapis :) Oh how yummy! Nomnomnom.

When I was a kid, I love this one thing, I don't know the name. It's sort of a biscuit. I'll find this in May ;)

I'm so hungry right now. I'm waiting for my roommate, Amirah Atikah. Then we'll go to Pusat Pelajar to find something to eat :p

Okay that's all for now. Will be updating soon.

Wong Fu For Life! xxoo

holidays. new term. holidays. role-play sucks.

Assalamualaikum :)
Hi there lovely people. Sooooo, have been missing for a month :p
My holidays started on 14 January 2012, ended on 29 January 2012. But I went back to Kota Kinabalu on 16th and went back to Unisel on 29th.
My new term, which is my second term started on 1 February 2012. But then, no class from 3 February until 8 February. So, I went back home on 2nd of February and got back here in Unisel on 8th of February. I'm awesomeeee :) I know :p
So, our lecturer told us that there will be a role-play, again, for this term. I fucking hate role-plays. Seriously, what does it has to do with education? I really need to know. Pfft!

That was the boring stuffs. Guess what? I found the Facebook profile of the guy that I wanted to meet, again. Okay, the story goes like this. On 15th of December 2010, my best friend Linda and I went to Pizza Hut for lunch. So there's this handsome guy sitting next to us. And damn he's so fucking delicious. I would eat if it were legal. So, I took a picture of him. And posted it in Facebook and named the album "I have the aching need to find this guy :p" So, one of my Facebook friends commented on the photo and said that the guy is his brother and gave me the link of that guy's Facebook profile. And bang! Just like that, I literally shouted. And I was shouting for almost 15 minutes. Literally. I almost cry, almost. I'm so happy that I was shouting and laughing at the same time. Yes, I found him. And I want to be his friend. Just a friend :) I hope he approve my friend request :) Aminn.

So that's all for now.
I am stillll craving for Chocolate Cream Chip & Mixed Bento.

Wong Fu For Life! xxoo